New perspective

This is getting really draining.
Exactly one month to A's.
That's just 30days.
Yknow i really cant help but to picture myself
with the U's & S's on my cert. ):
I've never felt so uncertain before.

Promos for the J1s just ended.
Few days back, i overheard some of them talking about retaining. Hah.
Just like how i was talking about it last year.

One year has gone by, time flies.
So many things have changed since then.
You gain some, you lose some.
You can't possibly have the world right?

Looking back, i really think i would have been better
off acadmic wise if i stayed back in J1. Seriously.
I wouldnt be struggling like crap now ):
But i would have lost alot of other things i wouldnt want to lose.

Ah, i still believe things happen for a reason.
I've been placed at where i am now & i should just make full use it.

Now all our memories are haunted,
we were never meant for do or die.