You make it real for me

Thoughts of staying back another year keeps on going through my mind.
It's frustrating when seriously you know shit about what you're doing.
It's barely 3 months to A's & i'm far from being prepared.
Back then, 3 months from O's i think i completed my tys like thrice!
& every paper i did then, didnt require using much of my brain.

What is wrong with me.
Sometimes best just isn't enough right?
Well apparently, it always happens for me.
Pretty much in every aspect.

Anw, i'm not going to give up this fight just yet.