Angsty Ang

Apparently i have a lot to rant about but
i have no idea where to start?

I dont think i can ever stop whining about studies.
I'm quite amazed by my ability to hit single digits for two papers.
& so coincidentally, it happened to be the same score, 7.
Er, that is like almost 1/10th of the total score la, omg.
I'm so used to being last in class alr seriously. Numb.
Eh, but it kinda motivates me to work harder.
Never say die(:

I need to stop daydreaming in lessons.
My concentration span is like super short -.-
& i get very distracted easily.
I think my sharp ears plays a part.
(Sounds stupid, i know. But its true!)
You can never imagine what i daydream about everyday.
It's damn random, just anything i can think of.
I usually think about touch la.
(Like how i over ran the try line the last tournament.)
Wah, i still damn pek chek about it!!!!

I need to stop giving up easily whenever i face difficult qns too.
I think i always give up even before trying.
Like how i skip the * qns immediately without trying. Heh.
Ah yes, i need to stop drawing stars on my test papers
whenever i give up doing them.
I think my stars are close to perfect now seriously.

Today, at our usual round table, while playing bridge.
We talked about retaining, (hahahhah, dont ask me why).
I should really push that thought out of my mind cause
its really going to make me not give a 100% cause
i know i alr have a back-up plan.
Must not choose the easy way out and waste 365days.
Or we can just find a nice guy and get married now right Jasmine?
HAHAHAHA. Then dont need to study alr.
Just stay at home, be a good housewife.
Afternoon can meet up and play touch, mj & bridge.
At night go home cook dinner. HAAAAAHAHAH.
If only life was that easy hor? Hah.

Anyway, econs mock prelim was :/ as usual.
Didnt really finish studying anw.
& so many people skipped it cause they're not even marking the paper!
At least i gave it a try, not like some people, hor Woonshin? ;)
& i smiled to myself when i saw Jolyn&Renhao stoning
cause they were stuck too. Hahahhah.

Okay, this is quite a lengthy post.
Time to sleep now.