I am really quite stressed.
Work is piling up really fast.
Two tests on Wednesday.
Math lecture test & Chem class test.
I am dying seriously. ):
I havent passed a single test since the start of my jc life.
This is bad bad bad.

I dont understand my Math & my Chem at the moment.
This is making me very worried to a VERY large extent.
My bro's kinda in pain cause he just plucked out his wisdom tooth today.
So i cant get help from him today. I really hope he feels better tmr.
There's training tmr = get home late = lesser time to study.
Training tmr also = very sleepy = cannot study.
Shitxzxzxzxz. I'm in deeeeeeeeeeeep trouble.

Many things were going through my mind today.
I dont know if i'm just making excuses for myself.
& keep denying & not willing to accept the fact that
the feeling still lingers in me sometimes.
I cant understand how i feel or rather, i dont know
what this feeling means?

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me