o level results were released yst.
seeing all my seniors sitting at the canteen,
with the nervous looks on their faces,
waiting to assemble in the hall &
get back their results.
it's quite a werid feeling.
i think i'll be totally scared & nervous,
& dont know what else if i were them.
well, it serves as a reminder for me,
to study extremely hard now
so as to not regret later on.
i want tears of joy, but not tears of sorrow.
dont know how my sch did,
but i think they'll announce on monday.

nothing much has happened recently.
just tests, softball, more tests & more softball.
yeap. that's pretty much about it.

& it's kinda frustrating.
after those things you said,
i thought you changed for the better.
what's the point of saying sorry,
when you're still the same in the end.
since you've chose to leave my life then,
why cant you just stay out of it forever.
i cant stand it when you come & leave my
life as & when you like.
it's terribly frustrating.
go talk to her for all i care,
& just stay for away from me.
cause i dont plan to bother anymore.
damnit.