angela cant stay happy for long.
for some reason, i'm at a point in life
where things dont turn out the way i want it to.
like almost everything is going wrong.
i'm trying extremely hard to stay :D
but its pretty difficult.


people have older siblings to organise
wonderful surprise parties with lots of people.
so where's my older sibling?
somewhere in the sea.
nvm, its not his fault.
though i dont think he'll do anything even
if he is somewhere in singapore.
at least he got me a present lah.
so forget about surprise party.
i plan one on my own to have a little fun.
okay so now the no. of people is restricted.
less then 10? 0.0 how fun.
i now they care & i'm fortunate enough
to even have a party lah.
but i just cant help feeling ZzzZzz.


so i tried to thrash things out.
seems like it didnt work but made things worse.
i've done all that i could have done.
at least i know i tried.
well, thanks for letting me know how
insignificant i am in your life.
it hurt me quite badly.


yup, so now i know you went out with her.
i think i asked you first right?
thanks alot for pangseh-ing me ah.