sighh.

have been thinking of loads of stuff recently.
wonder why.
these few mths,
i haven't really been myself.
i can feel it.
dere are many things,
that i dont say,
many things i keep to myself.
i feel very,
drifted away.
from practical everything.
like i'm just in my own world.
i'm just taking things
day by day, step by step.

yes, i'm part of the clique in sch.
but, dere are sub-cliques.
its obvious.
not that i feel left out or anything.
its just my thoughts.
dere really isn't anyone,
that i can share everything with.
yes stanley n jk, not everything though.
the girls, nahh.
just cant seem to talk to them abt personal stuffs.

in church,
annabel, jean, wenxin, audrey.
i dunno.
haven't been talking on the
phone for quiet some time alr.
we're all way too busy i guess.

other den that,
i feel very drifted apart from God too.
the past few months,
the feeling just isnt dere.
i dont even pray often.
i'm glad yst sunday class
probably woke me up.
i've gotta get back to God.

talked to michelle and sam abt church n stuff.
we shared our experiences and thoughts.
it was great i guess.

many things i worry abt.
maybe i worry too much.
studies. softball. you.
sighh. i really dont noe wad to do.
Lord, please show me the way.