Fight the break of dawn

Thnks fr th mmrs

2009-10-16T16:39:00.003+08:00

Goodbye untitle_d, things will never be the same anymore.

A.

2009-10-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

Fearfully & wonderfully made. (:

Till then..

2009-10-13T19:18:00.004+08:00

My cousin just called and apparently we're gonna have
to wearstar wars costumes to his wedding dinner. ^^
Cousin: Okay great, so who's taller?
Me: Adelin................. zzz.

I've grown a liking to studying at home.
My room is so cozy, although the bed is quite tempting at times.
Back to school tmr after missing the last two days.
Friday's the last day of school.
It'll be weird, no more proper schooling forever.

Straight through my heart

2009-10-12T22:26:00.003+08:00

My recent posts are so sad.
I'm really quite a happy girl (ok besides the academic part, heh).
So these are random photos when i feel happy. :DD
Damn random i know. I'm bored.

When's our next outing? (:

Hehe, i havent bowled in awhile.

We ought to spend more galpalz time after A's!

I super d duper miss playing touch + houlle roulle!
Has been a really long time since all 5 of us are in school.

New perspective

2009-10-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

This is getting really draining.
Exactly one month to A's.
That's just 30days.
Yknow i really cant help but to picture myself
with the U's & S's on my cert. ):
I've never felt so uncertain before.

Promos for the J1s just ended.
Few days back, i overheard some of them talking about retaining. Hah.
Just like how i was talking about it last year.

One year has gone by, time flies.
So many things have changed since then.
You gain some, you lose some.
You can't possibly have the world right?

Looking back, i really think i would have been better
off acadmic wise if i stayed back in J1. Seriously.
I wouldnt be struggling like crap now ):
But i would have lost alot of other things i wouldnt want to lose.

Ah, i still believe things happen for a reason.
I've been placed at where i am now & i should just make full use it.

Now all our memories are haunted,
we were never meant for do or die.

2009-10-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

Be my escape? ):

2009-10-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

Omg, i just accidentally deleted all my contacts.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm damn irritated now, seriously! Urgh.
So if you receive a msg/call from me these two days,
please be honoured cause it means i rmb your number. -.-
Freak, i'm really irritated. Damn it.

Anw, i finally went back to school today.
& got to spent quality time with Jolyn&poi. Hahaha, damn gay.
I think we spent a little too long in jp. No need study aHhhHhh! ):
I haven't seen flabs in a damn long time too. ):

I cant believe i'm going to sch tmr.
I havent been in sch on thursdays for 3 weeks.
Lessons sucks tmr but i need to go for physics.
Havent been in physics lesson in a damn long time.

Bel just sent me many many new songs & i'm a happy girl (:
I like good songs. ((:

2009-10-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

Last night was a bad night.
Stress is taking its toll on me ):

Coffee has become a neccessity every night.
I think the best time to study is early in the morning or wee hours in the night.
Thats when the whole world is asleep. Peace&quiet is good(:

Have been listening to 98.7fm quite alot lately.
I think its good cause when i study, i get so damn stressed,
but the stupid jokes on the radio really cracks me up. Hah.
The muttons are really hilarious. Hahah.

I feel like i havent seen the world recently.
Missed school for quite a few days. Aint going tmr either.
I'm coped at home or at unipath the past few days.
This is life man.

Okay, this post is quite redundant.
Time to study.

2009-10-04T13:53:00.003+08:00

Dad: So next year i send you to sch ah?
Sis: Ya, i think so, okay? (:
Dad: Must see if still need to send Angela to sch or not.
Me: Hurhur. -.-"

Nice.

Last week i spent 4 out of 7 days at unipath.
Havent been studying/seeing the usual lately.
Skipped 2/5 days of sch last week.
I reached home at a record breaking time of 145pm last friday.
Life sucks alright. I really can't wait for A's to be over.
But i'm totally freaking out that its 36 days to A's?
I am far from ready. Its frustrating.

Bel&i were supposed to destress and head to daily scoop for icecream yst.
Circumstances didnt allow it to happen so it'll be postponed for now ):
Manutd was playing so damn lousy last night.
I got bored and went to sleep after halftime.

We were always meant to say goodbye.
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road, someone's got to go.

2009-10-01T17:28:00.000+08:00

Carrick scored the winning goal early this morning. Woohooooooooooooo! <3

Be positive, pass it on(:

2009-10-01T17:06:00.006+08:00

That was my inspirational quote of the day from fb. Hah.

I'm concerned and a tad worried.
Been there, done that.
Sometimes you need to experience things to learn from them.
You've gone through it before so why make the same mistake?
& idk how to go about telling you ):
Why dont people listen to good advice?

Gave school a miss & managed to run some errands
Finally packed up my really messy table. It looks really neat now(:
I offered to cook dinner today but mom said, 'No, dont mess up the kitchen pls' -.-
I thought of what i'll name my daughter in the future (HAHAHA, ask me if you wna know)
Today's the first of Oct, i missed the 12noon bell ):
Does stress delay periods?
Smile by uncle kracker is really nice.
I have yet to start on physics.
A levels are 38 days away, NICE.
Freedom in approximately 59 days, nicer(:

Happy birthday guys!

Cake-d!

Stranger from my nightmare

2009-09-29T21:58:00.002+08:00

I have this sudden crave for yummy food.
The tea-leaf egg selling at sizzling ice in school is good!
I'm so going to buy it tmr! Heh.
& i feel like eating ice cream from daily scoop!
We used to get it before tuition at Kao's.
Good old times man. (:

Anyway i gave school a miss today.
& i think i made my day more productive, which is good(:

Now i'm trying to complete outlines for 3 gp essays.
I'm only done with one, two more to go!

Birthday celebrations with b01 after sch tmr! (:

Comparisons, inevitable. Tsk.

2009-09-28T19:33:00.001+08:00

I miss touch, very much.

2009-09-27T14:11:00.002+08:00

I want to take the sg flyer.
Any takers? $10 for students, weekdays.

Life suckxzxzxzxzxz

2009-09-27T13:40:00.002+08:00

Today i received a letter from The Navy.
Joke siaaaaaa. If i fail A's i'll sign on. HAAAAA.

A's is so tiring. I am so sick of studying. ):
I want it to be over and done with and plsssssss, i want to pass.
I cannot go through another consecutive year of misery.
I will die.

I feel like skipping school tmr.

TGIF

2009-09-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

Yay, friday is finally here.
This week was physcially tiring. ):

The week started off bad with me sleeping at 1am on Monday night.
(It's not that late but i really need alot of sleep!)
Totally spoiled the clock for the whole week cause its a cycle. Damn tired.
Plus this week, we started on the new timetable which sucks so bad.
Two 2.5hrs of lessons a day with only 30mins break &
the whole level is having the SAME 30mins break.
Always must chiong down after lesson & hope that the teacher releases early
or else, no more seats and the queues are ultra Mega loooooooong. Sucks.
& 2.5hrs are a nono cause usually the during the last hour i'm alr stoning & counting down.

So i decided to give school a miss on Thurs to catch up on sleep & work.
I actually became more tired cause i had tuition at 10am &
i went to meet bel at JP to study instead of meeting the usual at bb macs.
So i spent the whole day out & i was so looking forward to sleep yst.
I look forward to sleeping everyday!

Anw, last night i heard some stupid things that i didnt really want to hear about
which really pissed me off quite a little. Okay, maybe i over reacted.
Today some related issue got me quite agitated too. Sensitive topic.
What goes around comes around.
People should just mind their own business & move on with life.
SERIOUSLY.

Wistful glances & suppressed words eh?

Invitation only grants farewells

2009-09-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

High - lighthouse family
When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over.
One day we're going to get so high.
And though its darker than Decemeber,
what's ahead is a different colour.
One day we're going to get so high.

Cause we are going to be forever you and me.
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love.

I finally updated my mp3 & put new songs inside.
Have been listening to a few good songs lately.
An example would be the above. (:
Stolen by dashboard confessional is one of my favs too.

I'm quite sian about school tmr.
The long weekend was good. School is boring.
Plus i only have one lesson tmr. -.-

On a side note,
I think i'm not bad at pool considering i almost won Ws today. Haha!
& it was like the 2nd time i played pool? Natural talent man (;
At least i managed to get some Chem done before we got distracted.

To question is to grow.
That you still have faith, is all i need to know.

I ♥ ManUtd

2009-09-21T00:16:00.008+08:00

ManUtd 4 - 3 Mancity (:

That 90mins sacrificed from studying was totally worth it.

No doubt about it. I vote this, match of the year.

Exciting ttm. I was jumping up&down in my house. (:

& Michael Owen is my new found love.
He's da bomb seriously, cutesy ttm. <3

Paint my love

2009-09-20T00:20:00.004+08:00

This morning, i was feeling angsty, frustrated & affected by certain issues.
I think at times, time alone really helps.
Went for a run despite the sky being dark & mommy saying its dangerous -.-
Plugged in my power piak ear phones & a little too many things
went through my mind as the music was blasting in my ears.

Well, the run helped me to clear some thoughts make some decisions.
It was good. I shall do it more often(:

As what Dixon msged us yst,(HAHAH)
But those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40:31

Anw, did substantial amount of work today. Yipez.
To make up for the very unproductive session last night at bb macs.
The stupid tv was on Football channel, distracting ttm!

Mancity vs Manutd tmr.
Chiong home after service tmr! Hah.

Chain reaction

2009-09-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

Circumstances changes people?
People change circumstances?
Things change, people change.

Although people seem indifferent about things,
but thats really just on the surface.
Who knows what's really going on deep inside?
What used to be a norm, something you're totally comfortable with,
& got used to doing, may now just be awkward and uneasy.

Why must things always end up the ugly way?

I cant get to sleep and this seriously sucks.

For all that you want

2009-09-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

My nose is being irritating at the moment. Seriously.
First it was leaking & i think i sneezed more then a 100 times yesterday,
& today its all stuffed and blocked. Irritating ttm.
My voice sounds really weird and low now.

I've been studying hard after prelims, i suppose?
Horrible results are such a motivation.
Can you believe i passed zero subjects?
Eh tell me whole fails everything during prelims?
Okay, i dont want to whine about this.
I have been whining about it since JC started.

Ironically, instead of studying today, i decided to take the day off
to watch time traveller's wife with the usual at The Cathay after school.
(55 days to A's & i just took a day off like that. Tsk.)
The movie was not bad although it was rather sad.
Astons for dinner, cheap+yumyum, i like. (:

I havent watched tv in a long time (except for soccer).
The new season of Survivor's showing tmr night!
My fav, although i totally missed the last season cause it was
showing too late in the night & i always fall asleep before it shows.
So hopefully tmr at 11pm i'll still be awake to catch it(:

This is random but S29 was nice to give me a whole lot of
chocs, sweets and biscuits for my belated present.
It was a nice gesture on account that we're not exactly close. Heh.
I'm going to grow really fat eating all that. Hah.

I havent seen my bro in 4 days now
although we're staying in the same house.
Everyone is so busy.

Cant wait for soccer this weekend! (:

Be my escape

2009-09-15T21:21:00.001+08:00

My head is spinning like crazy now,
& my nose is leaking like a tap.
If i dont feel better, i think i'll give school a miss tmr.
I'm gonna turn in early today.

I hate being sick ):

Ground zero

2009-09-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

Pretending to be whats not.

There can be miracles, when you believe.
Though hope is frail, its hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles you can achieve.
When you believe, somehow you will.
You will when you believe.

Hot and toxic~

2009-09-13T00:12:00.003+08:00

September holidays are coming to an end. Boohoo ):
This holiday went just great though!
Met up with various people i wanted to meet up with&
spent some quality time catching up. I like. (:
Although during this holiday, home was like a hotel.
Leaving house in the morning and only coming back late at night.
At times i just come home for 30mins to eat dinner&shower and off i go again. -.-"
So today i decided to come home early to spend some quality family time.
Although i pretty much did my own things but at least i'm home right? Hah.

Met up with AAAA(damn gay i know) at KAP to study yst before
heading over to Andre's place for his farewell BBQ.
BBQ was good. Has been a long while since we last gathered tgt.
I miss Captain's ball sessions & late night conferences.
Those were the times eh?
We shall do it again after stupid A's are over!
I think we were a little high yesterday, heh.
I was spouting alot of nonsense & singing random songs.
We headed for prata at Bukit Timah at 1230am? Happening sia.
Reached home close to 3am? Madness.
I was soooooooo tired.

Studied with the usual at JP today.
Wasn't very productive cause we got chased out of BK. Grrr.
We were walking past shops & i bought a cutesy coin assorter thingy for my bro.
Hahahah, its damn cute! I even sorted the coins for him when i got back.

Tonight's all about soccer.
Just watched the Mancity vs Arsenal match.
Mancity won 4-1, omgggggggg. They're on a winning streak man!
Manutd better win them next week!
Manutd's playing in 5mins! (:

Recent + overdued photos!

Pasta making with bel&audrey the other day!

It was damn nice!

We drank all of that,

& ate all of that. Heh

I burst out in laughter when i received this. Hahahahha.

At the BBQ yst!

This is the cutesy thing i bought for my bro! (:

/edit
Manutd's leading 2-1! :DDDDD

090909

2009-09-09T23:23:00.004+08:00

Today's a special day so all i did was play.
(I feel very guilty)

Woke up late although i initially planned to be up by 8am.
Failed, cause i was way too tired.
Ajisen Ramen with Andrew for lunch at Jp. Yumyum!(:
Initial plan was to mj at Woonshin's but we couldnt get enough people.
The whole world was still sleeping! (Early bird catches the worm hor!!!)
So changed plans to watch Gforce with Jolyn instead.
But in the end, Dixon saved the day(after much hesistation) & we had 4 to play!
No one can resist the temptation of mahjong!! Heh.
Did a little shopping with Jolyn while waiting for Dixon.
I spent like forever in Artbox.
The stuffs are freaking cute, i want to buy everything.
(Fyi, i spent $50 today, i have no idea where it all went.)
Bought a cutesy tshirt with Jolyn as well, heh(:

Headed to Woonshin's place for mj finally.
Dixon freaking diao zheng 5times, cant believe he so lucky seriously.
We had a 'instant noodles' secret plan to stop his streak though. Heh.
It worked, so we carried on with the game & i managed to recoup my losses.
Ended up not winning/losing which is good enough cause Jolyn&Ws lost quite a far bit.
Played till damn late, longest round ever.
Idk who still say want to play two rounds cause one round very fast sia.
Hahhahahah.
We got a little high at then end also cause it was taking way too long!
We were making weird noises and singing to Ws's weird songs.

So i wasted my day today. Freak laaaaaaaa.

Oh, anyway, Kinonn, Ken&Ryan got me a new ear peice for my birthday.
Woah, it is power piak ttm!
I'll probably become slightly deaf & my eavesdropping skills will drop(HAHAH)
& i may just get knocked down by a car when crossing the road cause
i cant hear a shit when its in my ears. Hahahah.
It costs a bomb so thankyouthankyou!(:

Okay, tmr i must do twice the amount of work to make up for today!

Yesterday is history, tmr is a mystery, today's a gift. (:

Headache

2009-09-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

Sleep early, wake up early. Thats the way to go.
The early bird catches the worm(:

It's close to midnight. Lights out!

(I had quite a productive day & i'm happy although it gave me a MAJOR headache)
Time to recuperate so that tmr will be productive too.

I've got a feeling

2009-09-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

Tired x10

Message during service at church today was refreshing.
A timely reminder i guess?
We're living in the world, but not part of the world.
Proper prayerful considerations before making big decisions.
If life was smooth sailing, there'll be little space for us to grow.
So thank God for hard & trying times? Hah.

Finally got my fringe chopped off the other day.
It was getting really long and irritating.
So i think i look slightly weird at the moment but at least i feel better. Heh.

You make me smile like the sun.
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird.
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record.
Crazy on a Sunday night.
You make me dance like a fool.
Forget how to breathe.
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee.
Just the thought of you can drive me wild.
Ohh, you make me smile.
(:

Be my escape

2009-09-05T23:49:00.005+08:00

No EPL tonight to brighten my day, sadsad.
& I need to study ):

Yesterday, bel&Audrey came over to my place to cook yummy lunch(:
Had a simple cosy belated birthday celebration at my place.
They made yummy pasta + cambell's soup + scrambled egg + jelly.
The food was amazingly good! Yumyum(:
It was a little too much to finish though.
We still got alot of snacks to eat after lunch.
Chilled & watched dvds after that & ate more food. -.-
Mommy said we can eat alot. Hahahha.

Finally got back down to studying last night after they left.
Haven't been studying for a few days alr & i feel so damn guilty ):

I dont exactly want to get my results back cause i'm pretty sure i did badly.
Although there's improvement, but still, it ain't good enough.
With results like these, i really have no idea how i'm going to make the cut.
Actually i think i'm pretty used to such results. I'm so numb to it.
That's quite bad cause everyone else is worrying but i'm alright about it?
Sometimes its hard not to compare with others as much as you dont want to.
Yeah, its good to go at your own pace & hopefully the tortoise wins the race.
But its not easy to be stagnant while others are moving up quickly.
Aye, its hard to comprehend.

Okay, i've been really tired the past few days.
Late nights & early mornings.
I dont think i get enough sleep at all.
& its not because of studying that i'm up late.
I'm up late cause i'm staring at this thing i am staring at as i'm typing now.
& idk why, but i automatically wake up at an unearthly hour every morning.

So i really should be getting to sleep now/doing chemeconsmath.
But my hair's wet & i'm lazy to get the hairdryer & my brain chooses
not to function and do anymore work.
I think i did some substantial amount of work at unipath today,
but there's a whole lot more to do still. Urgh, its never ending ):

Down to 60+ days to A's. Scary.
Need to use the next week's holidays wisely.

Alrighty, stay happy everybody. (:
(Iknowitainteasy)

Cause tonight's gonna be a good night

2009-09-03T23:09:00.007+08:00

Physics mcq was alright today i guess?
So everything was over and done with by 915am. Yipeez.(:
Was supposed to play touch but the sun was kinda scorching,
so decided not to instead. Heh.

Went bowling somewhere near westmall.
My scores were really lousy today, Woonshin totally owned me. ):
But i had a great laugh at the rest who were quite noob at it. Hahah.
Everyone was catching the 'Deyan Disease' at the end.
Probably cause we were too tired. Hahahah.
Eveyone was washing the drains with consecutive zeros.

Westmall for lunch before heading to Woonshin's place for mj.
Renhao is a total burden, i'm not playing with him anymore!
Didnt manage to win bigbig cause he kept winning with 1 tai!
Deyan&I were damn pek chek!

Jurong point for dinner to celebrate birthday with b01(:
Finally decided on Fish&co after some long discussion.
As usual, the guys ate up all the girl's leftover foods.
Their portion is humongous and the guys really have huge appetites.

Birthday cake & Xianghui totally smashed it in my face!
Gross ttm. My hair smelled of cream after that. Grrr. ):
Decided to head home after dinner cause it has been quite a long day.
The rest went to bowl, AGAIN.

Alright, more pictures.

Dinner w b01(:

After bowling!

Loser faces!

Flabs and Poi!

JJ Bowlers. Hah

Nice face Deyan!

Jolyn&flabs!

Woonshin swings ultra mega high.

Heheh, we had really retarded names!

PHOTOS!

2009-09-03T22:06:00.010+08:00

(Lazy to caption)

Legal 18!

2009-09-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

(Upload photos next time!)

When the clock striked 12midnight,
brother passed me my present shared with Adelin.
A Ted Baker watch. (:
Must have cost a bomb cause its the only one in Singapore.
Sweet siblings i have.

So the first hour of my birthday was spent playing Reversi&Checkers with Andrew?
Couldnt really get to sleep, idk why either.
So i ended up waking up late this morning.
But apparently, someone else was much much later? Hah.

Ate lunch & caught a movie with Jasmine&Chunkit while waiting for Jialong.
Turning point was goooooood. I like this kinda undercover cop shows. Hah.
Jialong finally came after the movie, so we headed to sentosa.
Chunkit had to leave after the movie & Huaiching totally pangseh-ed!

Underwater World, Dolphin Lagoon, Sky ride&Luge!
My fav was the underwater world(:
The fishes were really pretty to look at. (:
& i think we took manymany photos there. Hah.
Skyride was really fun too although we were damn scared our slippers will fall off.
& we were screaming like nobody's business although it was moving so slowly. Hahh.

Headed back to Vivo to dine with family at Swensons.
Ate yummy seafood&crayfish spaghetti & a free ice cream cake. (:
Went home to cut birthday cake after that.
& Family photo! Haven't taken one in awhile.

Huai Ching appeared near my place & handed me a sunflower
to make up for his absence in the day. Idiot. Hhahah.
Still, it was nice of him to do so. Hah.

Now its about 30mins to the end of 2nd Sep.
Although people went missing or appeared 3 hours later,
nevertheless, i enjoyed my day.
So, thank you fav classmates for today! (:
We will study hard & make it to local U together!
XOXO

(Phy mcq tmr & i didnt do a shit about phy)

Let it go, Angela, let it go......
Happy 1st, T? :/

2009-08-31T23:52:00.001+08:00

My heart is feeling quite uneasy at the moment.

Never say never

2009-08-31T10:38:00.004+08:00

I guess everyone's entitled to have their vulnerable moments right?
Whatever that seems to be on the outside, really may not be what is in the inside.
I've been feeling rather nostalgic lately.
I guess its alright to reminisce about the past once in awhile.
It'll be unhealthy to often do so though.
Just rmb the happy moments and delete the sad ones.

Life is so unpredictable, life is so unfair isn't it.
You'll never know what will happen the next day,
you'll never know if what you now have, will still be there.

But this is all part and parcel of growing up right?
Building our character, making us stronger to face larger obstacles in the future.
When the going gets tough, you just have got to be tougher.

Daddy sat me down to have a talk about what i'm going to do with my last 2 months.
Studying is so tiring especially when you dont see the results of it.
Physically and emotionally, i'm so drained.
But its kinda stupid to give up now when we're so close to the end.
Whatever the results will be, i'll leave it to God.
I may not get the best results, but its the whole process that matters.
I've gained the experience, became a stronger person.
Thats good enough.

About 71days to A levels?
About 90 days to the end of JC life.
JC life has been very fulfilling.
Although there were many ups and downs,
i still enjoyed this two years of my life.
I guess i'll really miss the times spent in JJ.

I used to be love drunk, but now i'm hungover.

Lips like sugar

2009-08-30T14:09:00.005+08:00

Last few days have been rather eventful.

After Chem paper 1, went out with favourite classmates to catch a movie.
After some very long discussion/arguing, we finally decided on Final Destination.
However, me being not legal (the show is M18), couldnt get into the cinema. Grr.
The stupid man checked our ezlinks and we had to swop movies in the end.
Watched Year One instead which was ultimately stupid.

Dined with the guys before heading home.
Decided to take a break that day,
So i was watching movies all night. Heh.
Planned to bake yummy muffins on Sat morning,
but plans got cancelled when Jolyn texted me on Friday night.

Headed down to school on Sat morning to watch Dixon's soccer match against JJ.
Was supposed to play touch after that but Deyan&Shengda were psks.
Ended up just passing balls around.
They were still sleeping when we were eating lunch at West mall -.-

Left for Woonshin's place to mj.
Played a few rounds before leaving for yfm at church.
Havent been attending yfm, i think i skipped the last few sessions,
so it felt good to be back there. (:

Last night's soccer match was eggciting ttm.
We were down by 1 goal after the 1st half,
but we made a come back! (:
The own goal by Arsenal was super hilarious.
Brother&i were making so much noise that both my parents woke up to watch.
Hahahhahah. So ManUtd won Arsenal 2-1 (:
Although i must admit Carrick was playing so badly yst.
& Van persie is cutesy! Heh.

Shopping + The proposal with the girls tmr.
Yipeez, cant wait! (:

More eventful days to come!

2009-08-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

I am quite upset about screwing my Econs paper today.
I'm not going to pass overall now ):

Anyway, prelims are coming to an end.
Although the stupid arts students had their last paper today. Urgh.
Have activities all planned out after tmr(:
Yipeeez, cant wait.

It matters....

2009-08-24T19:25:00.002+08:00

Nickelback - If everyone cared

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

What is the world becoming to?

79 days to A's?

2009-08-23T13:46:00.004+08:00

What an exhausting week.
Just about halfway through prelims.
Early mornings at macs nearby sch, & late nights at bb macs.
Super lack of precious sleep.
Eyebags are getting worse, bad complexion, putting on weight. ):

Papers have been hmmm, okay?
At least i'm quite sure i'll do better then CTs.
So, thats a good start. Even the slightest improvement is enough.

One more week of prelims before i can finally take a break for awhile.
I plan to go shopping next Saturday. Haahaahaha.
& back to studying for Phy MCQ on 3rd Sep.
What a bummer.

Midweek, ManUtd lost to some club.
Obviously i didnt watch the match cause i had paper the next day.
But i had live update from Hc & ended up waking up with 8 new msges.
I have no idea how they lost & Carrick missed a penalty. Omg ):
But, yesterday, i actually planned to skip the match & just do math.
(I realised how time consuming it is to watch soccer, a whole 90mins!)
BUTTT, i ended up watching 2nd half in the end & i'm so glad i did.
5-0! (: 5 splendid goals in the 2nd half.
I guess that would make up for their midweek match.

Okay, now i should be doing some more math before heading to church.
I dont feel prepared for tmr sia. ):

Start of something new

2009-08-17T20:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i stumbled upon this passage while doing my QT.

The first step in dealing with worry is to release it to the Lord in prayer. Hand it off for Him to carry. The second step is to fix your thoughts on God's power, not on the problems of life. Turn your attention away from negative, unbelieving thoughts to positive, constructive thoughts. The third step is to remind yourself of God's faithfulness to you in the past. He is still in control of the world and can still handle your probelms. Combat worry by remembering and trusting God's promises and then move forward.

Philipians 4:6
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition,
with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which
transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Prelims officially start tmr.
I may not be prepared at all, but i'll give it my best shot.
What's most important is A's & not prelims.
&No, i wont let my grades get the better of me.

Something about the look in your eyes,
something about your beautiful face.

2009-08-16T13:07:00.002+08:00

Daddy came back with little presents for us.
My bro got a new shaver, my sis got new earphones,
& i, got a new whole stack of 2008 Math prelim papers.
Such is life eh? Zzz.

& now, i need to decide if i should watch EPL tonight,
or do more maths questions...

Nothing's ever built to last

2009-08-13T23:37:00.004+08:00

I hate long bus rides.
My mind tends to wonder.
Thinking too much is bad.

Its funny how when we were young, we always want to grow up quickly.
Looking back now, i prefer to stay as a little kid.
Worry free, simple minded, happy-go-lucky, little girl.

Uncertainties, big decisions, worries, regrets.
Aiyo, i cant do this alone.

& i need to stop sinking further. This is bad.

Anyway! Finally got to play some touch today!
Yipeeeeeeez. Miss playing touch x10.
Yes, i know, prelims are less then a week away,
& there i was playing touch.
Ah, whatsoever la. Heh.
Studying is boringggggggggggg.

& as the saying goes, 'Once bitten, twice shy.'

2009-08-12T21:50:00.007+08:00

Today was an unproductive day.
Supposed to have two lessons in school today,
apparently both were cancelled so it was a wasted trip.
Ended up 'studying' at AR classroom with the usual.
& my camera is filled with unglam photos now plus
a spastic video of Deyan&Woonshin singing.

'Ghost of you & me' keeps ringing in my mind now cause it
was playing in the classroom while we were studying.
Got chased out of class cause they wanted to lock up.
I tried my very best to complete my organic ws at the canteen.
But soon after i was at the field playing ball.
I need motivation manzzzz.

Back to school again tmr for econs lecture.
Hopefully tmr would be more productive than today.
& running tmr with Jolyn&flabs! (:

I didnt mean to fall in love with you.
And baby there's a name for what you've put me through.
It isn't love, its robbery.
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me.

So cheesy sia.
That's why i said (L) is stupid.
At 18, we're not ready for such mind boggling matters.
Back to my favourite books now.

You make it real for me

2009-08-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

Thoughts of staying back another year keeps on going through my mind.
It's frustrating when seriously you know shit about what you're doing.
It's barely 3 months to A's & i'm far from being prepared.
Back then, 3 months from O's i think i completed my tys like thrice!
& every paper i did then, didnt require using much of my brain.

What is wrong with me.
Sometimes best just isn't enough right?
Well apparently, it always happens for me.
Pretty much in every aspect.

Anw, i'm not going to give up this fight just yet.

<3 Manchester United (:

2009-08-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

Angela(: So yesterday says:
its still 2-1!!
grrr
annabel says:
draw got penalties leh whoo!
Angela(: So yesterday says:
er but its like 90mins alr!!!!!!
annabel says:
yah
whooooooooooO
omg
omg
OMG
Angela(: So yesterday says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
annabel says:
hahahHAHAHAAHAH
WHOOOOOOOOOO!
Angela(: So yesterday says:
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
annabel says:
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Angela(: So yesterday says:
GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
annabel says:
YAHHHHHHHHHH hahahahahahahahhhh WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAH MAN!!!!!
YEAH MAN!
WHO CARES ABOUT 90PLUS MINS!

EPL starts next week. Cant wait!

/edit
Okay, damn we lost the penalties ):

Sparkers Retreat

2009-08-09T23:11:00.005+08:00

We had sparkers retreat at Changi Village hotel.
The hotel was really pretty and all.
It was a nice getaway from all the studying(:
I'm lazy to go into all the details,
so to sum it all, we had alot of fun.
Cycling, board games, sinful supper,
conversing in korean(-.-), taking gazillion photos,
and yummy breakfast buffet!
So, lets the let the pictures do the talking.
(Actually not much photos here, more on fb)

Akon - Sorry blame it on me

2009-08-08T00:36:00.010+08:00

I should be sleeping now really.
Hectic day.
Was out the whole day at different places.

School was optional today cause it's national day celebrations.
Although flabby tried her best to persuade me to come today
cause its the last time we can celebrate national day in sch -.-
(Unless........ CHOY!)
I decided not to come anyway. Hahaha.

Woke up ealy anw & studied at bb mac with Deyan.
Woonshin PANGSEH.
Left early to meet Andrew at JP.
Belated birthday treat at fish&co for lunch.
I can never finish my food at fish&co.
The portion is humongous.
Studied after lunch at the library nearby before
leaving for science centre to meet b01! <3

Celebrated Gail's birthday today at Sakura.

Woah, eat until damn full.

& i realised i forgot to eat my ice cream.

I think i was too full. Hahahahha.

Laughed until stomach pain as usual.

The guys are full of nonsense & they love to have RV talk.

Headed for Chevrons to bowl after dinner.

Idk how we managed to bowl after the super filling dinner.

I think the walk there helped us to digest our food a little.

Many pictures, totally not in order. Lazy.

So bloated after dinner!
Jolyn&dixon (They damn childish, i tell you. Hahah)
Group photo! (:
The vast difference between the guys & the girls. HAhaha.
Nice face Woonshin.
Happy birthday Gail!
Bowling family portrait?
Bear hug
Lol, Woonshin?
Bowling.....
Slackers who didnt bowl!
Check out the names, damn retarded.

??

Woonshin sweats only on one side, Hahahahha.
Leaving science centre.

Girlsss
Xianghui's leg!

Guysss (See what i mean by vast diff between guys&girls?) Hah.

Group photo!
Hahahha, dixon!
They love being unglam now. Lol.

After today, i have a big hole in my pocket.
I think i spent about $100 today, ON FOOD.
Oh my, time to run tmr.

You can put the blame on me

Class Phototaking

2009-08-06T22:03:00.004+08:00

Falling for you - Colbie Cailat

2009-08-06T20:50:00.003+08:00

Tired x10
):

I'm so glad the long weekends are finally here.
Although i think this week passed by a little too fast.
Prelims are actually just about a week later.
Am i prepared? No way.
Well, apparently prelims are now optional.
This is how slack JJ is.
But anyway, i'm still going to take it.

Today was running day again(:
Studied while waiting for Jo&flabs to end.
& we went for our run!
I'm exceptionally tired today, idk why.

Okay, prelims are so near but yet i have so much
activities planned out. Shoot me please.
Tmr is a damn busy day.
& tmr is going to be a spend alot of money day ):

Yesterday, the moon was reaaaaaaaly big,
& there were many pretty stars in the sky(:

Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday
(:

(Upload class phototaking photos soon)

Cant let the music stop

2009-08-02T13:33:00.007+08:00

Have been busy as a bee.

Last week was mostly spent studying & training our abs(hah)
at bb mac with Jolyn, Woonshin, Deyan & Renhao.
Woonshin, the one who had never ending qns to ask,
Jolyn, the one who answers all our qns,
Deyan, the one who wants to ans all the qns.
& Renhao, the one who says the randomest things. Hah.
We had a fair share of studying & laughing.

Last Wed, Jolyn, flabby & i stayed back to study.
& we went for a run outside school!
Flabby was complaining non stop. Tsk. Hahah.
The run felt good after not exercising in a long while.
We even completed it in 20mins(:
We're going to try to make this a weekly thing.

Slacked at the track after the run &
chitchatted(gossip) with juniors & aubrey. Hahah.
Just like good old times. <3
Lost track of time and we ended up leaving sch at 730pm!
Has been a long time since i was in sch so late.

Friday was an ultimate sian day.
Wanted to pon but i didnt in the end.
Went to school and gave all my lessons a miss.
I feel lost in lessons so i didnt want to
stress myself further.
I was in some pangsai mood that day.

Studied with the usual for my chem test in the afternoon.
& my day got better as it went by.
Got back Math lecture test &
for the first time i passed & it was an A(:
I am so very proud of myself. (:

Took the chem test in the afternoon.
Had to leave sch immediately after that.
Daddy came to fetch me & we left for Msia.
Had to give the Rugby testimonial match a miss ):

Dont ask me why we randomly went to Msia.
We just did.
& while they were having fun there, i was studying ):
But i joined them for bowling once &
i had an ultimate high score of 181 with a turkey!! XXX.
:D

Just got back today, & its back to sch tmr.
Hmm...

Pictures from studying last week.

Angsty Ang

2009-07-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

Apparently i have a lot to rant about but
i have no idea where to start?

I dont think i can ever stop whining about studies.
I'm quite amazed by my ability to hit single digits for two papers.
& so coincidentally, it happened to be the same score, 7.
Er, that is like almost 1/10th of the total score la, omg.
I'm so used to being last in class alr seriously. Numb.
Eh, but it kinda motivates me to work harder.
Never say die(:

I need to stop daydreaming in lessons.
My concentration span is like super short -.-
& i get very distracted easily.
I think my sharp ears plays a part.
(Sounds stupid, i know. But its true!)
You can never imagine what i daydream about everyday.
It's damn random, just anything i can think of.
I usually think about touch la.
(Like how i over ran the try line the last tournament.)
Wah, i still damn pek chek about it!!!!

I need to stop giving up easily whenever i face difficult qns too.
I think i always give up even before trying.
Like how i skip the * qns immediately without trying. Heh.
Ah yes, i need to stop drawing stars on my test papers
whenever i give up doing them.
I think my stars are close to perfect now seriously.

Today, at our usual round table, while playing bridge.
We talked about retaining, (hahahhah, dont ask me why).
I should really push that thought out of my mind cause
its really going to make me not give a 100% cause
i know i alr have a back-up plan.
Must not choose the easy way out and waste 365days.
Or we can just find a nice guy and get married now right Jasmine?
HAHAHAHA. Then dont need to study alr.
Just stay at home, be a good housewife.
Afternoon can meet up and play touch, mj & bridge.
At night go home cook dinner. HAAAAAHAHAH.
If only life was that easy hor? Hah.

Anyway, econs mock prelim was :/ as usual.
Didnt really finish studying anw.
& so many people skipped it cause they're not even marking the paper!
At least i gave it a try, not like some people, hor Woonshin? ;)
& i smiled to myself when i saw Jolyn&Renhao stoning
cause they were stuck too. Hahahhah.

Okay, this is quite a lengthy post.
Time to sleep now.

2009-07-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

Today was the last day teaching my kids cause A's are approaching.
The kids were so attentive in class today. Simply adorable(:
I'll really miss teaching them. ):

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
lean not on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge him,
& he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6

That was what i taught them today(:

Its going to be one hectic week.
All i did was study during the weekends.
(Plus eating chili crab again last night. Yumyum. Hahaha)
Went to Unipath to get some math done,
& studied at Westmall with Jolyn&Woonshin yesterday.

Alright, we can do this.
We will pull through the last gruelling months!(:

Happy days never lasts ):

2009-07-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

Math lecture test, Econs mock prelim, Inorganic chem test.

It's 1130pm but the night is still young.
Still got a long way to go ):

With every step you climb another mountain.
Every breath is harder to believe.
You'll make it through the pain,
weather the hurricanes.
To get to that one thing.

Ebullient :D

2009-07-22T22:12:00.005+08:00

These two days were awesome!(:
Haven't felt that happy in a really long while.
& it feels so damn good(:

Yesterday was one of the rare days that all 5 of us were in sch.
(Hc&Bryan take turns to pon, & me too, once in a blue moon. Heh.)
Joy&laughter is what we get when all 5 of us are around.
Bought many jewel biscuits with Hc's coins cause he refused to keep coins. -.-
So stupid but we managed to have fun with them. Hah.
They all tried throwing the biscuits into their mouths & it was hilarious.
We concluded that Hc is partially dog-like. HAHAH.
& the incident with Jasmine & the 20cent coin was absolutely hilarious.
Omg, i almost died laughing!!!!!!

Lessons were good as well. Productive.
(Apart from being rather demoralised from doing organic chem that is)
Math extra lecture was goooooooooood.
Hc&i were extremely focused &
we even managed to finish both the ws by the end of it!(:

After math lect, Poi&I rushed down to the canteen cause
last one to be on the field had to be the referee! Hahahahah.
Played touch!!!!! Felt superrrrrrrrr good seriously.
Although we were all pretty much dying cause our stamina sucks.
Had alot of fun playing touch! (:
Love the familiar feeling!
Headed home early. Play hard&study hard(:

Went for tuition with KinOnn at night & it was productive as well!
Understood more Chem bonding(:
Supper at Clementi with them before heading home.
It was a splendid day.

Bryan missed school today so there was only 4 of us.
(See what i mean? -.- Hah)
This morning, Hc&I shared a tupperwear of cereal &
choc milk during chem lesson. Hahah.
We had lessons from 8-12pm so we needed breakfast!
Time seemed to fly today cause it seemed like we ended sch real early.
Headed home after school to get work done before Daddy
came home & we left for the indoor stadium to see Kobe Bryant!

It was quite cool & our seats were not bad.
He threw free basketballs & his shoes with his signature!!!!
(Okay too bad we werent sitting near enough to catch them)

(More photos on fb!)

2009-07-20T21:39:00.001+08:00

I HATE CHEMISTRY.

(:

2009-07-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

Sermon was really good today.
It was on 'Faith', very applicable(:

Okay, i'm kinda looking forward to sch.
Thats good right? After the past horrible week i had. Hah.
Playing touch some time this week!
CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

I miss the late night dinners with b01 after our trgs. ):
Seems like so long since we gathered.

18th July 2009

2009-07-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today's the 18th of July.
How time flies.
& we're back to square one.
But its alright, all is fine(:

So this 18th wasnt as special but i managed
to spend quality time with family! (:
Stayed home to study today cause i was too lazy.
Went for a run(finally) cause i was bored of studying.
It felt so good after that(:

Dinnered at clementi. Jap food, my favourite!
I actually ate 2 servings!
Omg, have been eating alot lately.
I think i'm partially guy seriously. Hahahaha.
Did grocery shopping & bought my food to stock up at home. Heh.

ManUtd is playing in KL now!!!!!!!
Arghhhhhhhhh, so near yet so far.
I think daddy's getting tickets to see Kobe Bryant.
Hahaaaaahaha(:

2009-07-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Idk why but my shoulder is hurting again ):
Its damn sng now and i cant put too much weight on it.
I hope it'll be back to normal tmr.

Left to meet brother after school today.
He treated me to Sakae sushi buffet. Hahahaha.
I was super craving for it. Yumyum(:
We had a HTHT, damn random. HAH.

Okay, back to differentiation now.
After differentiation, 'how i met your mother' season 2?
TEMPTATION!

2009-07-16T18:24:00.004+08:00

And so, i really gave school a miss yesterday.
Had the time to really think through
everything that happened recently.
Okay, so there's really no point being so depressed.
Not like its going to change the situation at all.
I should really start being happier
and not brood over what happened.

Life is indeed full of ups and downs.
& things really dont always go your way.
But we just need to learn to take things in our stride,
and really trust that God will lead us through this.
(I havent been doing QT in quite awhile =/)
With every obstacle we overcome,
it makes us a stronger person.
I need to bear that in mind.

So thank you all for bearing
with me for the past week in school.
Especially to Jasmine, Jialong, Huaiching& Bryan.
I was really grouchy and all. Heh.
& Thank you WoonShin.

So, for a proper update.
We went to celebrate Jasmine's&Jialong's birthday
after our physics paper at Jp!
Ate pizza hut & the guys ordered tooooooo much food.
We were all so full when we left.

Yesterday, Julia, KinOnn & i went to Ken's place
for BBQ & to celebrate Ryan's birthday!
BBQ was extravagant cause we didnt
have the usual chicken wings&hotdogs.
We had salmon & steak. Imagine that! Hah.
Ate quite a lot as well &
had to head home early for school today.

Photo Albums for Jialong&Jasmine(:

Happy birthday Ryan!

Feels like tonight

2009-07-14T18:18:00.005+08:00

UUUU

(This post is not directed to anybody)

Seriously, people should learn how to think before they speak.
I really dont understand how people
can be so insensitive towards others.
They can just shoot their mouth off without thinking at all.
They can even go on and on about it.
Omgosh, can you please be more sensitive?
Thats why they always say,
the mouth is the most evil part of the body.
Tsk.

I think (L) is something so complexed
that one can never ever fathom.
Probably because it concerns the
unpredictable emotions of 2 parties.
Yeah, they all say (L) is sweet, lovely and all.
But it comes along with all the
trouble and unecessary hurt & emotions.
Furthermore it not only involves the 2 parties,
it also affects the people around them as well.
Tension & awkwardness. Whats the point?
If i wasnt that hesistant,
things probably wouldnt have got out of hand.

Okay, idk why i have so many thoughts today.

(will upload yst's photos some other time, lazy)
BBQ at ken's place tmr.

I feeling like skipping school tmr,
the day after tmr, the day after tmr tmr..
I think you get my point.

2009-07-12T00:24:00.008+08:00

I thank God for sending people to encourage me.
Especially from people you least expect to.
It makes a whole lot of difference really.
So, thank you, if you are reading this(:

Happy birthday to Jasmine!
Although its alr past midnight. Hah.

Today was a productive day spent at Unipath with KinOnn.
Understood more physics today.
But whether thats enough for the common test on Monday,
sigh, i really dont know. =/
It never seems to be enough right?

Mommy says she knows i'm stressed cause got pimple outbreak. ):
I hope things gets better?

Has been awhile since i felt ebullient.
Hah, check out the meaning yourself(:
Learnt it at tuition the other day. Hhaha.
Make me feel ebullient please ):

Its getting late, & i ought to head to bed.

2009-07-10T22:42:00.001+08:00

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
& lean not on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge him.
& He will make your path straight.

2009-07-09T21:20:00.003+08:00

School was slack today cause lessons ended at 1030am. -.-
Kinda sucks that we can only leave sch at 1pm.
Its a stupid rule seriously.

Super sleepy today although i slept at
11pm yst and woke up at 7am today.
(Alarm clock never ring)
& i'm quite amazed that i still managed
to reach school on time. Hahahah.

I dont have much to blog about cause days are boring.
& i really miss trainings.
Like REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. ):

4 years is 365x4 days.
That is ultra mega longzzzzzzzz.

Arghhhhhhh

2009-07-08T21:26:00.006+08:00

Havent been in the best of mood for the past few days.

If i could, i would.

2009-07-08T18:46:00.009+08:00

Picnic at Botanic Gardens with HR was great.
Although the weather was quite a spoiler,
but at least we got into the shelter before
it started to rain heavily.

I actually thought we wouldnt have enough food,
but it turned out to be too much!
We even had to play food game to clear it up!

Super cam whored & some of the group photos
are extremely hilarious.
So here they are:
(Totally not in order)

Zhixin&Poi feeling sick after losing food game many times. HAH.

Playing survivor!

Evil girls planning the stupid actions for survivor. Hhaha.

I think our smiles all look damn fake here. hahahha.

Jasmine&Winifred

Jasmine&Poi

Jolyn&Poi

Hair advertisement? Hahahha

Jolyn&Kaisi

Jamie&Flabs

Stupid Jamie&Flabs took this picture, and the one below -.-

Okay? Hah

This is a super funny self timer shot.

Jasmine&Yvonne

Jasmine&Judith

Okay, time for the multiple group shots.

Jolyn's ever ready for photos, just look at the next few shots! HAHAH.

Houlle Roulle! (:

Candid

Okay, here are the multiple group photos.

In the toilet. Hahaha.

Retarded Poi.

Check out Poi's face. HAHAHAH

Wini made this for all of us! Thanksssssssss!

Poi, Jolyn&me.

Poi damn loser. She took the photo but didnt take herself. Hahah.

My fat face ): Hang out with flabs too long alr like that. HHAHAHAH.

2009-07-08T16:05:00.002+08:00

Find comfort in pain.

2009-07-07T21:37:00.001+08:00

Btw, i will blog about the picnic soon.
& upload the pics as well.

2009-07-07T21:27:00.001+08:00

Faith?
Why, how.

Happy Youth Day! (:

2009-07-05T22:04:00.012+08:00

We had surprise Youth Day celebrations today in church.
But being so observant & my ultra sharp ears(heh),
i knew about it before today cause my parents
& bro were talking about it.

Let the pictures do the talking.
They're on fb as well anw.

Daddy&me! (:

Bel, bag carrier. Heh.

Audrey&her winnings.

Audrey&Jim

Audrey&Diana

Belllll.

Wenxin&me

Bel&Wenxin

Audrey&Wenxin

Bel, Terence & Audrey

Audrey&me

Sistaz

Act cute

With the guyssss

Under the umbrella?

(:

T-A-D-A

Act cute x2 HAH

Half of Sparkers!

Nothing's ever built to last

2009-07-05T14:04:00.005+08:00

For the first time out of the gazillion times we
cancelled our sunday morning study date at wcp,
we finally went to study there today.
It's so hard to start studying again after slacking
for so many days. Omgg ):
No mood at all. But i've got quite alot of work to complete.

Family dinner near Clark quay yesterday.
My baby niece is ultimately cute.
I'll post up pictures soon. Lazy.

I'm totally eggcited about HR's picnic tmr.
Yipeeeeeeeez (:

Greenday-21guns
When its time to live and let die.
And you cant get another try.
Something inside this heart has died.
You're in ruins.

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

Awesome song(:
Although its rather emo. Hah.

Shop till you drop

2009-07-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

Went shopping with my mom today.
Seriously, shopping is by far the best therapy ever(:
& yes, we practically shopped till we dropped.
I was so damn tired after a whole day of shopping.
Wanted to go home earlier but my mom wanted to continue.
She is shopping queen man! -.-"

Had a few plans for the night.
Either to meet up with Bel&Audrey to chill or
to meet bestf for dinner.
But after all that shopping, i was dead beat.
& i wanted to go home to watch 'How i met your mother' Heh.
My bro has the whole 4 seasons of it & i only managed
to watch till episode 12 in season one till 3am last night!
No need study alr like that. Hah.

Mahjonggg

2009-07-02T20:13:00.002+08:00

We have holidays from today till Tuesday.
Shiok or not? (:

Really wanted to sleep in today cause i was really sleepy,
but i just woke up automatically at 9am -.-
Went to eat breakfast with my aunt.
Then left to meet flabs near sch.

Mahjong-ed at Jasmine's place with Jolyn&flabs.
Omgggg, flabby actually won the most!
& its totally not skill but pure luck seriously!
She damn tyco. -.-
& flabs super made us LOL like mad today.
She's really amusing & she is DAMN STUPID!
Hahahhahah.
I will be nice and not name the stupid things she did today.

Tmr's a free day.
I'm either just going to chill at home or
meet up with flabs to go shopping!(:

2009-07-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

I DESPERATELY WANT TO GO TO KL
TO WATCH MAN UTD ON JULY 18!!!!
So near yet so far ):
I want to see carrick pleaseeeeee.

Free bird (for now)

2009-07-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

Common tests are finally over and done with.
I shall not rant about how it went.
I'm cool with everything for now,
but i think it will all sink in when i get back the results. Ugh.

Anyway, i really appreciate all the support my family
gave me while i was preparing for the exam during the hols.

Daddy never fails to ask me how's
my progress almost every other day.
(Although it was irritating at times, but it showed that he cares(:)
He even took some of my notes to read to understand
what i was studying & go through some of it with me.
& even accompanied me to macs to study at times(:

Mommy always makes sure i'm well fed & healthy.
(Although the food not always very nice. HAHAH)

My brother always had to answer my doubts about work.
Idk how he does it cause i get really irritated when
Adelin asks me about her work when i'm busy. Heh.
He even postponed his malacca trip with his friends
to help me prepare for my Chem test the next day.
(So sweet hor)

Adelin just loves to annoy me all the time. HAHAHAHA.
No la, i'm kidding. She just irritates me cause i think
she practically did nothing during the hols and was just
reading her stupid twilight book over and over again -.-
& says cute little random things like,
'Eh, dont always go out study leh. I at home very bored leh'
'Wah, jiejie, idk how you can be so hardworking leh!'
HAAAAAA, okay, she cracks me up at times.

So yes, i feel blessed for having a family like that(:

Okay, enough of that mushy talk.
Happy belated birthday to Annabel Ng Wei Fen.
We've come a long way my friend.
15 years of friendship, no joke manz.
Sistaz foreverxz & we still need to decide who's
going to be who's bridesmaid! HAHAHAHAHA.
Anw, we celebrated her birthday by surprising her
when the clock struck 12midnight(:
Not much photos taken & i'm rather lazy to upload. Hah.

Today i was a free bird after 1103pm. :D
Watched Ice age & Transformers today.
This is life. I shall enjoy it while i can.
Back to studying in a few days time. Rargh.

All the best to the rest still having Common Tests!
Lubzzzzzz(:

Priceless work of art

2009-06-26T00:11:00.004+08:00

Have been camping at Unipath
with KinOnn&Julia for the past few days.
From 10am in the morning till late at night.
Study, study, study. I really hope this pays off.
I have alot of thoughts going through my brain now =/

Anyway, Transformers are out in the cinemas!
Its a must watch really.!
I'm so tempted to go watch it one of these days,
but no, i should get common tests over & done with first.
So, watching transformers will be the first thing i'll do
when common tests are finally over!!!! :D

This is random but, having period sucks really.
Cramps was so bad, i almost died yesterday. SERIOUS.
It was never that bad before.
Mom says stress makes cramps get worse.
So i should really try to relax a little.
Ugh, sucks. ):

A thousand times i've failed, still your mercy remains.
And should i stumble again, I'm caught in your grace.
Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades.
Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame.
(Although i really hope i dont fail again this time =/)

2009-06-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

Angela(: Cardboard castles says:
OH SO I AM A SPARE TYRE
TSK
annabel says:
no you are not.
Angela(: Cardboard castles says:
AFTER 15 YEARS BEL
annabel says:
they are spare tyres
Angela(: Cardboard castles says:
15 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!
hahahhahahahahha
annabel says:
you are such a distraction in my eyes
a good distraction
Angela(: Cardboard castles says:
HAHAHHAHA A YOU ARE DAMN SICK
annabel says:
whalao EH GO AND SLEEP LA.
NO ONE IS SPARE TYRE K
HAHAHAAHAH
HAHAAH idiot sia
ahahahahahahahahahah

We were a little high. This is what too much studying does to you.
& i really should be sleeping now.

2009-06-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

I feel happy today cause today was the first time
in two weeks that i was disciplined enough to do
work at night after coming home from studying outside.
Yay(:

Okay, but i'm really bored now.
Maybe i should do more work?
This is life man......... ):

2009-06-21T12:36:00.005+08:00

To the 3 significant people in my life:
the bestest daddy ever, my confidant& my secret buddy.
Happy birthday dad, Yewsiang&Yewtong! (:

B01 couple outing to celebrate Shengda's birthday!

2009-06-20T00:38:00.014+08:00

FRIDAY

Jolyn, Wanjia, Zhixin and I went to Kaisi's place
supposedly for mahjong but secretly for baking session. HAhaha.
Jolyn&Kaisi had a hard time keeping it a secret
from Dixon&Woonshin, but it was a pleasant surprise right? Heh.
Okay, i'm quite lazy to elaborate the baking details so
i shall just let the pictures do the talking alright?
Btw, we really did Mj for awhile and i won quite alot. Heehee(:

Kaisi was our baking supervisor. HAHA

Okay, i'm very amazed by how Jolyn was able to split the egg yolk and egg white!

TanZhixin couldnt stop eating Kaisi's cookies. Hahhahha.

Jolynnnnnn

Ah yes, i was very amused with this cake mixer as well. Damn coolio.

NewTown shirts are comfy okay.

Kaisi & her cookies for Woonshin!

Oreo cupcakes made by Jolyn&me! (:

Wanjia, baking cake for who huhhhhhhh? Heehee

Jolyn&me with our cupcakes!

Baking in process!

Zhixin is DAMN slow at mj.

She even needed Kaisi's help -.-

Eh you all looking at what? Heh.

TODAY

Happy birthday Shengda!
We know this is your bestest birthday ever cause
we gave you the bestest present money cannot ever buy. HAHHAH.

Shengda looking so sad at first.

Buttttttt, Wanjia appeared out of no where (She is supposed to be in Malaysia btw!)

With a self baked birthday cake with lots of love

& he was the happiest man alive. HAHHAH

Sweet sweet worhxzxzxz. HAHAHAH

Group photo!

Hahaha Dixon!

Time for couple shots, Xianghui&Xianwen, the gays.

Jolyn&her dixie baby!

Mr & Mrs Moo? HEH

WWS&AKS!

Okay, another Jolyn&Dixon.

The guys started taking unglam pics but i shall be nice and not post all of them!

Jolyn&me! (:

We were standing under the air con cause damn hot!

HollandV for drinks & Xh walked until he damn pek chek. HAHA.

Lol? Xianghui! HAH.

Woonshin sleeping?

Kaisi's face damn red!

'Bottoms up guys!'

Ws's face damn classic.

Cheers to Shengda's birthday!

Okay, its getting really late.
Time to sleep now.
BUT, before that,

Woonshin's ultimate spastic face HAHAHAHHAHHAHA
(Sorry Ws, i couldnt resist. HEH)

2009-06-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

I did ZERO work today.
Okay, i feel guilty.

BUTTTTTT, today is a happy day. Teeheeeeee(:
Will update about it with pictures soon!

2009-06-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

Procastination kills.
Its all about perserverance & determination.
How on earth am i going to finish running this race?
I often wonder. Urgh.
Sooooooooooooo nerve recking.

So Sick

2009-06-18T17:55:00.004+08:00

Okay, i feel so sick, i want to die.

My nose was blocked since i-dont-know when.
& it keeps on leaking, it feels like its going to drop off.
Adding on to that, i have a major headache ):

Today is a failed study day cause we were both sian.
Omgggg, so much more to study.
Common test in 10 days? Omgggggggggg.

):

2009-06-18T17:50:00.003+08:00

Angela(: Battlefield says:
Okay, thanks for your concern, i'm fine really. Screw studies, i'm going to quit school, set up a child care centre, find a bf who lovesssss me, get married in a church, have babies, grow old, die and go to heaven.

HAAAA.
Thats life right?

2009-06-17T20:17:00.004+08:00

If i were a boy....

Moving on

2009-06-17T18:44:00.006+08:00

I dont want to ever fall so hard again ):
&I need to make a comeback.

Okay, enough of emo talk.
I'm quite excited for Friday.
Hahahaha, its a secret(:
& maybe we'll play mj on Friday too?
Just nice 4 people!!!!!!! :D
Heeeehee(:

Hold on, if you feel like letting go.
Hold on, it gets better then you know.

Mj craze

2009-06-16T23:22:00.003+08:00

Today's a good day cause i just won mj,
5times in a row with a minimum of 3 tai.
(In Viwawa) Haaaaaaahahahaha!!
I need to get a life. Heh.
Toooooo addictive.

Meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

2009-06-16T19:53:00.008+08:00

Life has been so routine.
Morning tuitions + study in afternoon&evenings +
late nights playing spot the difference on fb/ mj on viwawa =
Stress + sick + bad complexion
Rargh ):
(Spot the difference is reallyyyyyy addictive)

Eating has been such a joy lately(:
I've been indulging in alot good food.
(Which is burning a hole in my pocket)
I feel damn fatty now & i havent ran at all this week!
Tsk, need more self disicipline.

Anw, Lakers won yesterday! (:
Was super irritated cause i had to leave house &
miss the last quarter for tuition yst morning. ):
Kobe bryant, my favourite, was the MVP!(:
Yipeeeeez. Was too tired to watch the repeat at night.

Btw, i reallllllllllly miss the Touch ruggers ):
Seems so long since we last met up although it was just last week.
Flabby, pls start replying my msges faster okay?
You take 24hrs to reply seriously! -.-"

Envy is bad.
What matters most is the heart right?
=/

Battlefield

2009-06-13T11:54:00.002+08:00

Two consecutive non-production days. Omgggggg ):
No more time...........................
Cannot continue like this, tsktsk.
14 more days, need to chiong ):

Anw, i'm glad we dont have to go to sch anymore this hols.
Can do my own studying which is more productive(:
Children's camp finale night felt damn foreign seriously.
Although the kids are really soooooo adorable(:
Apparently, they seem quite obsessed with my bro. -.-"

Tuition + studying with Bel laterz.

I MISS PLAYING TOUCH X1000000000000000000

Memories lasts a lifetime

2009-06-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

Let bygones be bygones, but inevitably,
the past will still haunt you for life.

N-U-A, NUA

2009-06-11T22:36:00.004+08:00

Today's one of those days you just feel like staying at home & NUA.

Woke up this morning feeling super sleepy for tuition. ):
The weather was so hot, i almost died.
Tuition ended & i was supposed to meet bestf&Yijun to study.
Went to nap & i didnt feel like waking up at all after that. Hah.
I just wanted to stay in my air conditioned room.
So, sorry friendssssss, pangseh-ed.

Really wasnt in the studying mood today so,
other then having tuition, i did zero work today.

Went to Orchard to shop with family!! (:
Eh, but it wasnt productive.
Went to vivo for Mom's birthday dinner then.
(& i earned $10 from massaging my mom's toes today)
Hahahahahahahahah (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMYYYYYY.
(You shouldnt be reading this btw! Hah.)

Tmr's going to be a sucky school day,
with lessons from 1030 to 5? Omgggg.
Heading to church for the children's camp finale night after that.

2009-06-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

Angela(: Fight the break of dawn says:
WO BU YAO!!!!!!!!!!1
andrew says:
don't step 1 chinese pro here.
yijun. 8B says:
ANDREW GO BOOK SEAT
andrew says:
www.jurongeastlibrary.com.sg/bookings/thursday
Angela(: Fight the break of dawn says:
you are spastic
andrew says:
hello.
that means you are spastic too.
Angela(: Fight the break of dawn says:
WHY
yijun. 8B says:
-.-
STOP DIGRESSING!
andrew says:
exactly angela.

This is what NewTown does to you. Spastic.

Mighty to save

2009-06-10T18:45:00.004+08:00

Braindead + Sleepy ):

Cant believe how we managed to go through 4hrs of econs today.
It was really quite a torture.
I was really quite attentive in the beginning.
But soon later, we started playing cards,
sleeping & bluetooth-ing unglam photos. Tsk.
Dont teachers understand that we dont have such
long concentration spans? -.-"

Anyway, tmr's a really free day.
Only have tuition in the morning.
Should i study or go shopping? Heh.
My dad's on leave tmr for the Great Singapore Sale!!!
I think he got too much leave seriously.
He just took leave a few days back to watch NBA -.-"

Alrighty, time for dinner.
Seeyou later alligators. (Awhile later crocodile! (: )

(I am craving for subway now!)

Savior, He can move the mountain.
My God is mighty to save,
He is mighty to save.
Forever, author of salvation.
He rose and conquered the grave.
Jesus conquered the grave.

Love makes the world go round

2009-06-09T18:10:00.005+08:00

Life has been quite sian.

BEL: I cant believe we're going for tuition just after studying.......
BEL: LS leh.
ME: Huh, what LS?
BEL: Life sucks!
ME: Eh positive attitude leh.
ME: YAYYY, we're taking A levels!!!!
BEL: DONT FAKE LA, YOU'RE NEVER THAT POSITIVE.
ME: Okay, LS, life sucks.................

(Tuition was cancelled due to miscommunication)

BEL: EH, Life doesnt S anymore!
-.-"

Anyway, i have been going to school almost everyday for lessons.
I pretty much have nothing to look forward to this holidays.
No plans, just all study.
Okay, but i do plan to bake next week & er go shopping this week.
Heh. (:

Rmb i was talking about my new table?
I just redecorated my noticeboard & hanged it in front of my table.
It looks so pretty now. Yipeez. (:

Today's the first day of children's camp &
this year i'm missing out on it due to the stupid A's!
Rargh, i really miss doing it actually. ):

Heart, mind & soul

2009-06-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

I'm quite happy with today cause i managed to complete
what i planned to complete & i'm on par with my schedule.
Yipeeeeeeeeeez.

Today felt weird though, having a very free Saturday morning.
Rargh, need to start getting used to it.

I came home and saw a new table in my room cause my old
one is collapsing due to too much stuff on it. Hahahahah.
Yay, i got a new place to study now.
I think i'll paste motivational notes and pictures on my wall,
so i can look at them when i'm studying (:

On a very random note, i really kinda feel like baking.

2009-06-05T23:26:00.005+08:00

AGM 2009

We officially stepped down yesterday.
It was such a weird feeling altogether.
Testimonial match was wayyyyy too short.
Everyone was so eager to play,
we even had to force people to sub out. Hahaha.

Much was said yesterday.
Although it was really tough being captain at times,
but when everyone poured out their feelings & thoughts yst,
i knew at the end, it was really all worth it.
Am really touched by what everyone shared yst.
I believe even though our touch rugby journey ends for us yst,
Houlle Roulle will still stay in our hearts forever (:
Every single one of you girls makes a difference in the team.
& we've really grown soooo much together.
Definately fostered better relationships on the way,
& i treasure each and everyone of them!
I will miss playing touch with Houlle Roulle very much.
Don't worry, i will make sure we celebrate our 2nd year anniversary next year!
Love you girls! (((((:

Juniors were super sweet yesterday!
They really prepared alot of stuffs for us!
Could tell they put in a lot of effort.
Thank you all very very much.
We really appreciate it!
We had a wide spread of food, alot of variety.
Very yummyyyyyy, esp the potato salad my favourite!
Peixuan & Shiyu were really good emcees too.
Totally hilarious and retarded! Hah.

Announced the new Excos, i believe they'll do a good job like us.
(HAHAHHAHAHA)
My letter is the nicest okay, simple and nice! HAHA!
Juniors made medals, photoframes & towels for us.
Soooooooo sweet of them. They are really pretty!
Gave the girls the photoframe that i made as well,
& they made me give a speech to end off.
You all know i talk sure cry one right!!
So i ended up saying a little before tears started rolling,
then cannot talk alr. HAhaha. Joanne finished up for me.

But we ended up having HTHT at the field after that.
& everyone poured out what they had to said.
Almost all ended up crying.
Joanne, i know you hold back very long alr!!! (HAHAHHA)

& so, this is how another chapter of my life ends.
Houlle Roulle, the best team i'll ever have(:

What the juniors gave us(:

Signature pose 'Rock on'

New & old excos!

Personalised muffins!

Cute emcees!

Mine!

After testimonial

XOXO

2009-06-05T22:40:00.010+08:00

On Wednesday, we planned to celebrate Huaiching's birthday
after our Chem remedial in the morning from 8-10am.
But........ we all overslept! HAHAHAHAHAH.
Ended up only Jialong went at er, 9? Hah!

So we just met in sch at around 10 & went the Cathay for lunch (:
I think this is the first time the 5 of us went out together.
Lunched at Astons & shared Subway after that cause
the guys were not full at all -.-
Went to Minds Cafe after that but i left early for tuition.

Happy Birthday Huaiching!
Please start studying hard now, not much time left!
& stop cheating little girls. Hahahahaha. ;P

Hahahahhaha.

Idk what they doing sia?

Act cute!

Subway, eat fresh~

After tuition, left house & went to Astons again -.-
Twice in a day! Met up with b01! :D
Celebrated Dixon's, Aubrey's, Kahsing's & Kenneth's birthday!
The guys were being soooooo secretive,
& they kept having 'stomachache'.
Dont know real or fake one. Hahahaha.
& the plan to bash birthday boys & girl wasnt carried out.
After dinner, walked over to SMU to lepak.
The usual gossip session which ended damn abruptly. Hah.

The birthday people!

Group photo (:

Hahahha, Xianghui was busy calculating the bill for us.

Girlsssss

Twins? Hah.

2009-06-05T09:32:00.001+08:00

I have been very busy, omggggg.
Will update tonight and upload all the photos if possible!
ITS ALR FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
So fast.

2009-06-02T18:47:00.004+08:00

"Life is like a box of chocolates,
you never know what you're going to get."

As i sat down at the canteen alone today,
many thoughts ran through my mind.
Time has really flew by.
Many moments and memories flashed in my mind.
PAE, basketball, A01, B01, Touch, people.
In a blink of an eye, JC life is going to end.
Although we grumble and whine now about how life sucks,
but one day, when we graduate, we will look back
and miss all the times we had & wished we could turn back time.

I'm really fearful of what the future holds.
Cause for now, future seems really bleak.
So many uncertainties, so much unhappiness.
I just want to leave it in Your hands.
Cause You are the only one capable of miracles,
& i need a miracle real badly now.

2009-05-31T22:49:00.005+08:00

To just lie down on the green pastures,
slow down the pace of life, and just watch the clouds float by.
What a magnificant sight.
I think that would make my day.

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

He could have called ten thousand angels,
to destroy the world, and set Him free.
He could have called ten thousand angels,
but He died alone, for you and me.

2009-05-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

I felt so damn weird when i woke up this morning,
not having to go for training ):
Somehow it just feels slightly empty without touch. Urgh.

I'm all fired up and ready to fight this battle.
Planned my whole holiday schedule yesterday night.
If everything goes according to plan,
i should be able to finish revising everything for common tests.

Dad has been quite concerned & encouraging.
(Although he did mention that he would want me
to repeat if i still do badly for common tests -.-)
Sits beside me at night to make sure i really do study. Hah.
Going to macs with him tmr morning to study.

After one day of intensive studying,
i realised it isn't going to be easy. Hahah shitzxz.
Super brain dead now.

Sleep is now the only thing i look forward to.
It's really such a joy to sleep. (Serious hor)

So now, i'm off to bed (:

2009-05-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

No more M1 touch for us anymore ):
They postponed it to a later date so we cant take part.

I dont want to end this chapter of my life like that.
I really cant bear to. It has been such a big part of life.
Somehow, i'm not mentally prepared to step down yet.
Idk how sch is going to be like without Touch.
I'll really miss trainings, really miss trainings................... ):

They took my phone and took pictures of
themselves while i was playing touch today.
& put the 3 pictures as my wallpaper,
my screen saver and my start up picture -.-
(I'll miss times like this ): )

2009-05-27T19:07:00.002+08:00

On the Newpaper today:
'Badminton finals in junior colleges turns into China VS S'pore.'

HAHAHHAHAHA, shit this is so funny.
Team jj China lost. Hah.